its weird...how you want something all your life, you crave for it day and night, and have been,for as long as you remember, and when you get it....no its not that it doesn't matter anymore, its just that you realise its somehow not right for you....it doesn't fit, so you leave it, and then to make matters worse you see someone else with that perfect fit....

i went shopping a few days back, and found these perfect pearl earrings i'd been fantacising about ever since i was a little girl, and had seen movie stars wearing them, and when i tried them on..... all excited, ready to pay anything to get them....they looked horrible,ok ok i looked horrible in them....i was so disgusted, i didnt buy them ofcourse, but i was disgusted at the irony of life....as if to intesify the irony, the next day i saw a colleague wearing them, and ooooohhhhhhh they looked so pretty on her....maybe i should've bought them anyways...it was a childhood dream afterall, or rather, it still is.... :((